Hit a funk of inner meanness. So I didn't clean up the table the minute we were done with breakfeast like I had been doing, that shouldn't spin me into days of self loathing.
Its okay! Take it easy, again I am not perfect, God did not design me to be nor does expect me to be.
But I had some good moments too, Mom and I rearranged the living room, feels homier now, Gianna Eli and I went on our first hay ride and looked for bears in the woods, spent lots of time playing together.
But I did notice something, I need to relax about my plans, Dyrs came home and wanted to watch a movie, kinda ruined my quiet day at home because the movie was loud and I was distracted. Then I got mad at myself for being destracted from my kids by a silly movie. Just breathe and get a seperate tv! (its in the basement, we just need to move it upstairs!)
My life and the journey thus far
- Laur
- Mother, daughter, sister, friend. Child of Christ, liver of life (haha that sounds funny)
Saturday, October 09, 2010
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