I am looking at the baby monitor at Gianna sleeping in her own crib, in her own room. Such a big girl. Last night was the first time she slept in her own room, I had a much harder time of it. Especially because her empty bassinet is in our bedroom- I'm planning on giving it to baby bean dullaghan as soon as they are in their new place.
Today at Feast and Fellowship I sang in the praise team for the first time, it was fun. I only had one day to practice so I wasn't way comfortable with the alto part yet. Everyone is so nice though, there is not a nursery so every Wednesday someone volunteers to watch Gianna. Its so funny, they are already calling dibs on her for next week. Such a loving family. It was so funny, while I was singing she was staring right at me. I guess I sing to her all of the time so she could have recognized my voice, but it was so cute! It is different to see yourself through the eyes of your child. Am I going to be a mother she will be proud of? What is my life going to teach her about how to be a young woman, a child of God, a mother herself?
Did I tell you all that I am on a TV fast? God really put it on my heart how much time I was spending watching TV when I could be focusing on Gianna and Him. Now I play with her with both eyes on her (not one watching TV) and try to spend more time in the word. God has really put a fire in me for Him lately, it is wonderful. I am learning so much, becoming more serious about my faith, becoming closer to Him.
P.S.
If you read my blog comment, say "I was here". Its depressing to see "0 comments" on my blog and flickr... :(
My life and the journey thus far
- Laur
- Mother, daughter, sister, friend. Child of Christ, liver of life (haha that sounds funny)
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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11 comments:
Haha - I was here! I totally understand what you mean though. I see your flickr updates since you are really the only contact that updates but don't want to seem like a crazy stalker either. I promise, I'm not!
Also, with google reader it is so easy to just view the blog when it comes in new but never actually go to it to comment. I'm ashamed to admit that I have become bad at that.
Thank you! LOL.I knew someone was reading!
Haha - I was here! TOO
Thanks for updating your blog. Keep reading the bible and singing His praises. I am very proud of you.
Love, Dad
I was here....Jan
I bet if Gianna could talk, she'd express her pride almost instantly.
I'm here too (I stop by now and again), and you do even know me... how about that. :)
I meant don't even know me. ;)
I'm reading too! I don't often comment because I tend to, you know, call you and stuff. :)
p.s. keep blogging, I love to read it and see pics-Jan
I was here, and yesterday I was there! Sorry again for waking her up. I had to know how the new doorbell would sound...
lol, don't worry about it. She was only in a milk-coma, not a true sleep.
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